picture 2 : (totally random picture of) effect after plaidings
i would've just tweet my way into this but i have a feeling it is too personal to be said.
see, i've been browsing through facebook and of course, there are many couples who have
been together for a very long period of time. and of course there are those who've only spent less than a year with each other.
i've watched or seen relationships grow much fonder day by day and i've seen relationships break
apart every single day. one thing i don't understand is why when one breaks up they start hating each
other? is this why you fell in love with your (almost) ((possibly)) other half?
it breaks my heart, it truly does when i see a relationship torn apart. especially after what they've gone through for possibly more than a thousand days together. (be it marriage or be in just a normal relationship)
now i know why i don't get into one. excluding the fact that i am very very bad at relationships
and handling them and excluding the fact that i haven't been in a relationship since possibly more than a thousand days ago. and excluding the very fact that my last one never did last more than a hundred days.
so let me stop using numbers metaphorically and skip to my point. it is (possibly) as easy as ABC to fall in love but it is just as simple to make someone go OMG.
oh i should really stop with the alphabets as well. but really, i don't like it. it is so hard nowadays to find a relationship that will last, and even after marriage that a pair of lovebirds can grow old together.
the world needs back that miracle again or i will never believe in Love as long as i live...
but then again.. this is just the pessimistic side of me. me being optimistic about this gives out more cons than i give myself credit for.
love, may
p/s: sort of hopes nobody ever reads this as this is just a place to calm my senses down